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hehe mood: kawen!
sonok jew dgr cte owg tu kawen...owg ni kawen...
hurmm dpn umah lak dok tgh meriah ad kenduri..
smpi kt umah ni ley dgr owg dok karoke n lagu Selamat Pengantin Baru berkumandang...
tyme ak dlm toilet ley dgr ag clear lagu2 tu sume...
mmg tersengeh sowg2 la kn...ag2 ble pk2 sal AWAK..
hehe gatal ek...!
erm umo pn da 20 thn...*cm tua jew*
AWAK lak da 23 thn...mmg da nk dkt da mse tok kawen..
tp kawen bkn bnde sng k..
mmg la nmpk cm bhgia jew...sonok jew ble dgr sal kawen..
tp cbe pk jauh cket...

1. persetujuan ibu bapa kedua2 belah pihak...(restu tu yg plg pntg)..
    ha kalo parents xsetuju...xberkat la pkahwinan kita tu...ssh lorr...
    idop ase x aman jew even kte dpt kawen ngn owg yg kte syg...
    tp sanggup ke kte korban kn cinta kita demi parents??
    *jwpn nye....lu pk la sendiri*

2. duet!!
    laki kalo dgr sal duet tok kawen ni awl2 cabut lari kowt...
    haha ne nk ad duet byk2 kalo nk wt blnje kawen...ssh kowt...
    bkn igt duet sket2 ke..byk taw...
    kenduri ag...cincin..hantaran...mas kawen...
    mmg la bkn laki tu jew tanggung sowg...tp pompuan tu pn ad ke duet ribu??
    jwb2!! :)

3. wedding planner...
    bak kata AWAK..."kte xyh la pkai wedding planner...kte plan sndri jew.."
    bkn sng wak...majlis tu skali seumur idop...
    mst la nk yg tbaek...
    wedding planner tu ag berpengalaman n bijak cuz tu mmg keje dia..
    kte ni kalo plan sndri kang bnde2 kecik kte terlepas pndg...cmne??

4. pelamin...
    ha ni slalu nye laki x amek port sgt...
    pompuan mst kesah sgt sal color la...theme of the pelamin..
    waa nk meriah jew kn..of cuz la once in a whole life kn...
    pas tu bj pengantin lak...kalo laki sng jew pkai bj melayu n songkok...
    kalo pompuan ngn gaun la..selendang ag...crown...set brg kemas...
    perghhh mmg cm bidadari la... :)
    ha lpe lak...kasut ag...bkn nk sepasang jew...mst nk 2 3 psg...
    pkai duet ag tu...mak aiii botak la pale cik abg..hehe


so sape yg nk kawen tu...pk la jauh sket k...
byk bnde yg kne amek kesah..yg terlist kt ats tu bkn nye sume...
ad ag byk aspek sbnr nye...tp tu jew la nk tulis...hehe
:)))

TANGGUNGJAWAB yg berat!

ak da penat menangis sbb sume ni...
its all bout RESPONSIBLE n FAMLY..
bkn ak yg nk sume ni blaku..
ak pn x expect yg ak kne pgg tanggungjwb sebesar ni...
mcm2 da ak lalui sejak 2menjak ni...
ak mmg xkuat...tp wt i cn i do?
mmg ni jew yg ak mampu tok tros kn idop ni...
hampir setiap malam ak ngis sbb RESPONSIBLE yg berat bg ak...
mmg btol Allah xkn bg dugaan kt kita jika kita tidak mampu menghadapinya...
tp siyes ly lme2 ak jadi xthn...
xley nk rhat sgt...PENAT!!
nk g jmpe membe2 pn pale otak dok pk bnde tu jew..
cm ne tu??????
ak mmg xkuat dowh...
slalu sgt nangis...stdy pn xley nk fokus...
mid sem pn tah ke mane da...
i've tried to spend my day equally wif  my life n STUDY..
tp it seem like not enough...

"g UKM tu nk stdy ke nk berprogram jew?? pas tu ble xdpt jwb exam meleleh nangis!" , mama berkata..
skali lagi air mata ak mengalir...
ak pn xnk sume ni la..
ak join pn sbb ak nk pengalaman n ak x expect ak kne wt byk keje...
smpi stdy pn tah kemane mane...
da la ak mmg nk skor sem ni cuz sem lpas ak byk men n drop result ak...

PESANAN TOK ATEYN!
* kne up kn pointer ko sem ni...MESTI!!
* be strong gurl!
* behave urself...
* more fokus on stdy..
* percaya lah pas sume ni berakhir ko akn ase puas n sume bebanan ko akan selesai jugak...
* jgn lwn ckp mama...pe yg mama ckp tu btol...its all up to u to except it...
* CAIYOK2!!

Rumate KMPP

tyme jln2 nk blk kolej, tetibe berkumandang lagu JESNITA..
tros tringat kt rumate ak tyme matrik dlu...hehe
*ekin*sara*yati*ana*waty*nadya*
wndu gle ko kowg beb...
tyme kt matrik mmg selesa n sonok sgt...
ble blk blik jew ase sejuk jew aty even cuaca kt penang 2 kali gnde kt cni...
besh gle la tyme kt matrik...
rumate yg wt ak ase sonok stdy kt sne...
praktikumate?hurmmmm *F1P8*
dowg pn ok lorr...n actly ag byk spend tyme wif them...
especially anis n wanie..
tp yg jeles nye mereka ni pndi2 n cntk! huhu
dowg pn byk ajar ak bab2 blaja ni...
so xde la terase sgt kn... :)

kembali kepada rumate td...hehe
mereka mmg gle2...apening!
dok 8 owg for 2 rooms....tp kecoh nye cm ad kenduri la...
cm ad 100 owg dlm blik tu...
glak sowg2 nk kuat jew...mmg ilang sume tensen...
dats y ak bhgia kt sne... :)
slalu every weekend ktowg akn bratur tok bsuh bj kt mesin..
(actly bakul yg bratur)
 haha pas tu ble sume bsuh, bkn nk jemur kt bwh...
sume tkt ujan...so sume sumbat dlm blik...tu yg jd cm ni...haha

meh2 beli2....3 sepuluh..3 sepuluh...3 sepuluh...

tyme exam week lak...

ag la sume menggila...haha

macam2 ragam la ley tgk...

sowg dok tertonggeng kt cni...

sowg dok angguk2 kt sne...

sowg dok ckp sowg2 kt ctu...

atoiyai mmg klaka la ble igt blk... :P

tyme bulan pose plg ak xley lpe...

ktowg wt dapur dlm blik tu...

msak gne rice cooker..tp bkn msak nasi...

MASAK SARDIN!!

hehe tyme ni sume nk tunjuk la yg depa taw msak..

ak tlg komen jew...hahaha

sume bekerjasama tok menyiapkan 1 dish iaitu sardin!

ble da nk azan tu, sume dok hampar paper kt lantai..

dok dlm bulatan..(ngn muka kebulur)

hehe n santap la mereka2 sume...ngn bhgia bsame sardin itu... >.<

lawak jew...msak2 smpi mlm tu balck out...

sume da cuak da cuz tkt sume ni sbb rice cooker tu...

lalala~~ ak wt bajet cool jew...

afta 1 year stdy n having a gud experience there...

ak kembali ke tnh tumpah darahku... SELANGOR...

cedeyh sbb tpkse berpisah ngn dowg...

we gonna have a reunion later...but still in planning...

im sure its gonna b GEMPAK GLE!!!

*miss u all dear*

::ok fine::

afta we have a coversation laz nyte...we come to a conclusion...

both of us made mistakes...

sme jew dua2 sbnrnye...

actly mmg ssh nk gado ngn dia...

so kdg2 gado pn besh gak...

*even dia da terase ngn ak*

haha pdn muka dia...

sape soh wt ak smlm... :P

hurmm now juz fine ngn dia...mmg la ad ag pasaan yg xbpe ok..

but LEGA sgt cuz dpt setel ngn baek...

CAYUNK KAMU LORR...

another thing here is......

FESKIB!!

OMK!!

xtaw la nk ckp cm ne...

byk jew mslh ngn feskib ni...

keje kdg2 fun but sometymes mmg stress...

ag2 ble da dkt tarikh tutup...

ak da la ssh nk kawal emosi...

cket2 nk ngis...cm ne ni??

kne tough cket la atin...

kne kuat n strong...!

*sme jew kn..?*

hahaha mende r....(ayt hannan)

pape pn idop mst diteruskan...

n byk ag bnde yg lom setel...

kne FACE IT! dun give up gurl...

when its done, u will be proud of yourself. so make it happen dear!

Geram ngn AWAK...!

shud b today is my 1st anniversary...

kte kne apy la kn...yg ak bygkn ak ley la jmpe dia...

celebrate together...spend my day wif him...

tp dia keje lak ary ni...fine la..its ok dear..

but the thing here is.......npe awk skt kn aty sy?

i've tried to accept the way u r..but u?

sy ni manusai biase jew awk...mmg byk kekurangan sy...

plz try to accept me the way i am...

i wil neva change for u as long as it is not wrong...

sy nk wt blog ni pn awk nk poyo ckp blog ni tah pape la pe la...

ske aty sy la! sy ad ganggu idop awk ke???!

i juz wanna hav my company beside me...

awk pn bkn nye slalu ad ble sy perlukan...at least wif diz i can let out my words...

sy phm awk bz n byk keje...tp bia la sy nk wt pe pn...

mmg awk x halang sy tp cara awk ckp tu cm sume bnde x kene di mata awk..

FACEBOOK....BEARSHARE.....BLOG...CAMERA DSLR....

sume tu tah pape kn...awk xske kn...?

fine la...sy x soh pn awk ske..sy xsoh pn awk bli...

i juz wanna hav it...its my dream...i wanna hav it...!

its nothg to do wif ur life k...ITS FOR MY LIFE!

sy syg kt awk taw...kdg2 sy sbr sgt ngn awk cuz sy nk jga aty awk...

tp aty sy ni...slalu sgt terluka..

awk ad kesah...?

u juz let me cry alone...n juz wait for me to cool down...

alasan awk 'sy kekok'...'sy tkt tgk awk mrh'...

bla la ngn alasan cm tu...xley trime!!

sy GERAM sgt2 ngn awk...

:: tanx for d 1st anniversary yg f**k! ::

1st tyme neyh....

tok..tok...tok..samekom!! :)tetibe excited lak nk tulis blog ni...tgk membe sume ad blog...kte pn nk jugak...hehecm blur2 jew sbnrnye ni...xreti ag sal bnde2 ni...tp xpe la..plan2 kayuh ma...hurmm tgk cm sonok jew blog ni...i think its gonna be my mew diary...no need to write it in books anymore... :)*ske tulis2 sbnrnye...*mmg pe yg ak ase..pe yg ak alami...cm sume bnde kne tulis...kalo x mmg lpe la..ahak!k la itu sje tok 1st post ni...c yaa!