jejaka idaman saya!!

haiyy...cair tgk muka sowg2 yg kt ats ni...especially yg ats skali tu...hehe ske sgt...sume ni bakal suami ak la..ahak! berangan jew la...xde mkne nye...yg ats skali tu may b la...insyaAllah.........

hurm ni randomly jew la ak susun...xde itot ranking ke pe...

so u olz decide la sndri yg mane d top 1 k...

for those yg xske ngn my choice...lantak la k...

ni ak punye...so ske aty ak...hahahaha

*gelak setan*

cry...........

ak baru tersedar sesuatu yang selama ni ak xpasan...the things happen around us...but we didnt realize it...it happens everyday actually...tanpa kita sedar benda ni berlalu cm tu jew...ad yang susah nk hadapi...ada yang senyum jew ble bhadapan dgnnya...what is it??i wont tell u...think n visualize it k..aku baru sedar yang selama ni rupanya owg yg aku kutuk2...owg yg ak xske...owg yg ak ngumpat selalu adalah owg yg slalu ad ngn ak ble mase ak ssh...npe ek??ble ak ssh...ak cte mslh ak ngn owg yg ak rapat...kalo yang tol2 amek brat sal ak mmg dia isau la kn...kalo x, mmg wt xtaw jew...ley tukar topik lak..ley glak2 lak di saat ak menitis kn air mata...cm ne tu ek??aku pernah try da bnde ni...ble ak cte mslh...xde yg btol2 concern n try to solve it together wif me...ad la yg tol2 amek berat...ad....tp tah la...mmg ssh kn..tol la ad owg ckp kt ak..ble kte ssh xde sape yg akn tlg kecuali diri sndiri n Allah...so letak kt tangan kte utk handle it..ak xsangka la aku akan hadapi bnde ni kt cni..aku ase ak bhgia ble ad dkt ngn famly kt cni...dkt ngn bf ak...sng nk blk...tp npe ak x ase bhgia cm ak kt penang dlu...even jauh ngn famly tp ak happy...bhgia...sume owg keliling ak sgt2 rapat n ak syg dowg sgt2..bkn la aku xsyg dowg2 kt ukm ni...tp tah la...ble kewujudan aku pn cm seolah2 x perlu pn...ak ase disisihkan..ak xtaw la perasaan ak jew ke or mmg ak yg ad wt slh kn...ak pn xtaw....ble mslh dtg...ak skg ag prefer tok simpan n settle it alone or kalo xthn sgt my dearest huby la yg dgr sume tangisan n luahan aty ak ni...nsb baek dia memahami n sgt2 +ve...siyesly kalo ak solo skg mmg akn rmai la skandal ak tok dgr luahan aty ak ni...*bkn tok playing around k* syukur sgt..mgkn tu tanda Allah bantu ak kn...Allah x bagi ak senang2 jew settle mslh ak tp Dia turun n pertemukan ak ngn someone yg sgt2 bermakna dlm idop ak...my famly n DIA...thank u ALLAH...tp npe kne jd bnde ni??ak xphm la..ak ase sume owg berhak disayangi...tp tah la..kdg2 ak ase cm nk lari jew dr cni...nk tukar u pn ad...tp ble pk blk dr matrik dlu mmg ak impikan utk msk ukm ni...ak harap sume ni ad hikmah di sebaliknya...


hope ad yang sudi pnjm kn bahu utk ak menangis bersama... :(

Berangan jap... -_-

ok mood ary ni nk berangan ye...hehe da penat berperang dengan exam smlm...ak nk release cket ary ni...erm skg ni da nk ujong2 sem mmg poket kosong...siyesly...huhu tpkse la berikat prot...choi!!! ok we start our dreaming session from d top...

1. PASHMINA

nk pakai pashmina cm ni...ley x???hehe sape ley ajarkn...plz2...dgn harapan ak akn jd cntk cm dia..ahak! ske sgt tgk owg pkai pashmina pelik2 ni...ak nk pkai cm sgan pn ad...xselesa pn ad...ase over pn ad...eish2! tp ske tgk..byk ak download video tutorial nk blaja la konon nye...hehe tp dlm byk2 tu bpe kerat jew yg ak berkenan...xske yg nmpk leher n too messy...ase cm selekeh gle...huhu

                                          

ha colorful kn...kalo ley nk sume skali..hehe tp ak plg ske color PINK CAIR tu...so girlish u ollz! hehe warna itam tu ak da ad...ary tu bli 1 jew sbb tyme tu cm br nk try pkai...so xbrani bli byk2 tkt kang x pkai lak...t ble da ad duet nk bli ag la...hehe :)

2. KEMEJA


ok next is KEMEJA..ak nk cri bj cm ni...tp xjmpe la..yg ak jmpe pn xlawa n bsar sgt...ble ak pkai nmpk cm bj tyto jew...hehe xmo la...ak ske lengan dia yg cm crumple cket tu...nmpk retro sgt...n of cuz color pink tu wt ak teruja...hahaha ak ske la!! tp t ak nk try cri ag la...mst ad nye...kalo ad sape2 jmpe bj cm ni jual kt area2 kl ni gtaw ak k...nk bli!!

pinky...pinky u allz!!

3. TAPERED PANTS

ok down to pants...ak ad usha kt blog2 owg yg jual2 thru online...byk dowg jual suar2 cm ni...lawa gak ak tgk...ak xjmpe gak suar cm ni jual kt kdai2...ak xtaw la ak yg lme x g jln2 or mmg ssh nk cri...hehe erm ak ske color grey diz tyme...ak nk cri la...texture kain xkesah la nk yg cmne..xreti sgt...jnji selesa...ak da ad suar yg type cm ni...tp jenis pendek nye...ak wt pkai dlm blik jew la...xkn nk pakai tyme kuar kowt...mmg xla! hehe

smart kowt...huhu

4. KASUT

For my toe, i wish to have a pair of shoes cm ni...tomey sgt...kalo ley nk yg color ijau tu....style gle...bj pink tetibe kasut ijau...ahak!  klaka gak kombinasi tu...pelik! hehe tp fashion la kn...ak ad jmpe byk da sbnr nye tp poket yg kosong membuatkan mata ak hanya bisa melihat...xbisa memilikinya...chewah...mmg x la nk bli tyme2 ni...xde duet lorr...tp harga dia xla mhl sgt pn...byk jew jual yg bese2 tu jnji lawa la... :)

i wish i cud wear diz shoes...hahaha n ley pkai ngn cemerlang tnpa terpeleot... :) ske.....

5. CAMERA DSLR

Xlengkap ase nye style ini tanpa camera di sisi..hehe ye la da pkai cntk2..mst la nk snap2 pic kn...xkn nk pkai camera fon jew kowt...xstyle la beb! *amboi* hehehe abs tu slame ni ko pkai camera ape...hehe erm kte kn ngah mud berangan...so juz dream wt ever u want...ngn camera yg ber'megapixel' tggi ni gmbr akn jd ag cntk...n style la kalo da pkai cntk2 cm td n snap ngn camera ni...mmg ase cm artis la kejap... :)

sbnr nye xtaw brand n which type yg better...yg ni pn ok lorr.. :)

6. SUZUKI SWIFT

swift idaman ku.... :)

Berangan nk drive SUZUKI SWIFT ni...padahal lesen pn xde ag..choi!! tp xpe cuti ni mmg plan nk amek lesen pn...mst ley nye...BELIEVE...nothing impossible in diz world k...nk bli! ak xkn mntk kt abh or mama or even my huby...ak nk usaha sndiri untuk dpt kn kete ni...tu matlamat ak... :)

*so gud luck ye...smoga angan2 ini akan menjadi kenyataan... <3.....satu hari nanti........................

MY DREAM...

smlm...DIA br blk dr CHINA...jeles sgt dgr...ary tu DIA g HONG KONG...asyk travel jew...jeles2...ak da la xpenah naek flight pn...ble DIA blk cni...ak tny "besh x g sne?"...jwpn dia "nnt kte g sne sme2 k.." ...hehe ble la mse tu nk smpi kn...tp kalo ley ak nk g JAPAN...my dream place...mmg teringin gle nk g sne since abh dpt g sne ngn JUSCO dlu...tgk gmbr tyme kt GUNUNG FIJI...pas tu ad gmbr BUNGA SAKURA...maen2 salji lak kt sne...besh nyeeeee....tp ag besh kalo tgkp ngn DSLR...hehehe mst pic ag cntk...ak nk bwk my famly g sne 1 ary nnt...n for sure nk bwk mereka wt UMRAH dlu..then br ke sne...tu impian ak 1 ary nnt...i will try to make it happen.. :)

BUNGA SAKURA COLOUR PUTIH..... :)

VIEW GUNUNG FIJI... :)

SAKURA PINK.... :)

FOR MAMA N ABAH.... :)

FOR MY FAMLY.....DISNEYLAND!!!